It was a cool night. When I got out of the house to relax in a chair in the yard, I saw Robert was laying on the ground next to the chair.
“How are you now?” I asked.
“Not much good, but okay,” Robert said.
“Crow told me you met your ex master.”
“I didn’t meet him. I saw him.”
“Oh sorry. Wrong words,” I said then I applied my butt in the chair.
Robert sighed.
“If you miss him, you can go to live with him. I’m okay with it,” I said.
“No,” Robert shook his head, “I might miss him because he was good to me, but I will not go back to him because he gave up on me when I needed him the most.”
Looking at his facial expression, I could feel the sorrow in his mind.
“He took care of me very well,” Robert stated. “I was so glad at that time. He loved me greatly and I loved him very much. He protected me so I protected him and people he loved. But when I was sick and it was the time I needed him, he didn’t take me to hospital, he didn’t do anything even coming to see me, but he sent me away to the forest and left me to die. That time I was very disappointed; I never imagined he would do this to me. My head recalled the time we spent together, they were all sweet memories but it made me hurt so much. You know, during that period, I was hurt because of the illness, I was very scared as I looked around and saw no one and I thought how I could defend myself if there was a bad wolf or tiger coming to attack me. It was the scariest time in my life and my heart hurt so much that I could not describe.” He paused for two seconds, then he continued, “I confess that I feel pity for him when I see he is aged but still works, but I can’t do anything because it’s his own karma. I stayed with him, I stayed in that house, I stayed with that family, I know what that family is. It’s him himself. He is bossy, he is selfish, he is sabotage. He raised his kids to depend on him. Even though they are adults, he didn’t allow them to live on their own. In conclusion, what he gets is what he created by himself. And now matter what, I will not return to him. Never and ever.”
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